Can I be honest? I was having a very off day in terms of my social engagements at the conference I'm at today. I consider myself pretty articulate and socially adapt usually but today just felt like every time I opened my mouth it was a jumbled mess. And then enters the self pity party that makes you feel like a wallflower loser. There was an after party tonight, that I pushed myself to go to. And didn't really know what to do with myself once I